8:37pm:
One thing that really bugs me is doctors scales. I go there and they always tell me a weight that is totally different from what my scale tells me. Its usually about 5 lbs off. That pisses me off sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooo much..omg!!! What the fuck..they make you shorter too! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
8:35pm:
Christmas really fucked me...thats the worst part of it....you gain weight and everyone like forces you to eat. Before the holidays I was about 115 lbs. and now Ive gained about 6...so yeah, Im pretty mad about that.
8:34pm:
A lot of my friends help inspire me..because Im really competitive. So I guess thats my thinspiration.
8:31pm:
Well, my short-term and long-term goals are a little bit messed up. I just want to take it slow. My over-all long-term goal is 105. I cant wait. I know it will be hard. Especially for me, because Ive had trouble in the past. But for now, I have to focus on shorter goals.
8:26pm:
Name:Carmen
Age:16
Current weight:121
Lowest weight:111
Highest weight:128
Short term goal weight:118
Long term goal weight:115,110 (im taking it slow)
BMI: currently 20.8 I think
*What eating disorder you have: EDNOS
How long ago were you at you high weight? over the summer, so about 5 months now
Pictures(optional:I will have some soon
Ed history:idk
Anything else:no
How long have you had your eating disorder:1 year and almost a half now
8:14pm:
hey...Im not really new here. This is just my second account. I just forgot my other one. haha
Well, Im starting off fresh, and I have big plans...Im about 5'4" and currently Im 120, which is way too high. Ill write more later.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: breaking benjamin
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