urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5 carmen carms_5 2006-02-26T19:20:49Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:2258 2006-02-26T19:20:49Z 2006-02-26T19:20:49Z Name:carmen<br />Age:16<br />Current weight:126<br />Lowest weight:111<br />Highest weight:128<br />Short term goal weight:120<br />Long term goal weight:115 (110, 105)<br />BMI: 21.6 :(<br />*What eating disorder you have:ednos<br />How long ago were you at you high weight? 3 months?<br />Pictures(optional:none yet..sorry<br />Ed history:ednos and ana tendencies<br />Anything else:vegetarian<br />How long have you had your eating disorder:2 years urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:1823 2006-02-26T19:07:34Z 2006-02-26T19:07:34Z disturbed having a really bad day...bad week...bad month actually urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:1723 2006-01-11T02:39:45Z 2006-01-11T02:39:45Z One thing that really bugs me is doctors scales. I go there and they always tell me a weight that is totally different from what my scale tells me. Its usually about 5 lbs off. That pisses me off soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much..omg!!! What the fuck..they make you shorter too! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:1417 2006-01-11T02:37:33Z 2006-01-11T02:37:33Z Christmas really fucked me...thats the worst part of it....you gain weight and everyone like forces you to eat. Before the holidays I was about 115 lbs. and now Ive gained about 6...so yeah, Im pretty mad about that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:1067 2006-01-11T02:35:48Z 2006-01-11T02:35:48Z A lot of my friends help inspire me..because Im really competitive. So I guess thats my thinspiration. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:926 2006-01-11T02:33:32Z 2006-01-11T02:33:32Z Well, my short-term and long-term goals are a little bit messed up. I just want to take it slow. My over-all long-term goal is 105. I cant wait. I know it will be hard. Especially for me, because Ive had trouble in the past. But for now, I have to focus on shorter goals. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:580 2006-01-11T02:30:20Z 2006-01-11T02:30:20Z Name:Carmen <br />Age:16<br />Current weight:121<br />Lowest weight:111<br />Highest weight:128<br />Short term goal weight:118<br />Long term goal weight:115,110 (im taking it slow)<br />BMI: currently 20.8 I think<br />*What eating disorder you have: EDNOS<br />How long ago were you at you high weight? over the summer, so about 5 months now<br />Pictures(optional:I will have some soon<br />Ed history:idk<br />Anything else:no<br />How long have you had your eating disorder:1 year and almost a half now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carms_5:469 2006-01-11T02:19:18Z 2006-01-11T02:19:18Z breaking benjamin hey...Im not really new here. This is just my second account. I just forgot my other one. haha<br />Well, Im starting off fresh, and I have big plans...Im about 5'4" and currently Im 120, which is way too high. Ill write more later.